still waiting on that friend.
how are friends made anyway? usually they just appear i think.
so much magical shit is happening but i have no one to share it with.
anyway, first world problems what’s up.
i have a proposal to write tonight as well as storyboards to draw.
which should be interesting. right not it seems that i’ve been getting a real kick out of seeing a work unfold, or to be in conversation with it while it is unfolding, kind of letting the process take me whereever it happens to take me without being too heavy-handed about control and planning.
but, this assignment demands that i control and plan, though it does not mean that i necessarily have to be follow that plan in the end. so all of this stress about making final decisions is actually completely a waste of time because i am perfectly allowed to make choices as i go, or to change the whole damn thing completely.
so anyway that’s what i’m in for tonight. so far my idea is started out well and is now beginning to annoy me. but you know. hopefully it will morph back into something decent at some point.
i love school, i love drawing
there is a class in here now so i am saying goodbye, and ending my ramble sans editing. fuckin yeah motherfuckers.